Why did you do this to me?
I trusted you with my world,
and you snuffed it out
like a candle
and replaced it
with your own.
But for some reason,
I only get access
to the bits that hurt.
Every time I've needed you, needed someone there for me,
where were you?
You use me
as a shoulder to cry on
when life doesn't go your way.
But I'm. not. yours.
(At least, I don't think so.
Am I?
Am I yours?
I don't want to be,
but...)
You pile
into my arms
all the anger
that you normally
keep cooped up inside.
Because, apparently,
it's my fault
that your life
is always going wrong.
Have you ever considered
that it might be you?
That you might be the problem
In the past,
Early in age,
Riding at fast paces.
A sudden stop,
Floating in hair,
Then a drop,
Sudden and brief.
Thunder roaring behind,
A shadow a top,
Then pain,
Disorientation,
Disfigured.
Look in the description below if you want to know the story around this poem (^u^)/"
The Unknown Cadet
marching around in her mud covered boots
that are disguised as
old, beat up sneakers.
She hides her true feelings and emotions
under a thick layer of war paint and mud
so that she may
do as her duty requests that she does.
But every once in a while
she may show you
the still scabbing and bleeding flesh wounds
that cover her body
under the layer of filth
that she and many others
have pounded upon her over the years
Every once in a while
she will scrub off
some of the hardened mud and war paint
and try to treat her injuries
but never in the presence of another
for her commanders have demanded
concealment of her past battle
I wear the royal purple dress
that shimmers in the light.
I tie my hair with scarlet ribbon
to show that I'm on fire.
I tread on dark brown leather shoes
that tell where I have been.
I place a sapphire on my neck
to whisper my emptiness.
My lipstick is a gentle pink
that shows delicacy.
My fingers are painted unearthly hues
to scream that I'm unique.
My wrists are covered in bracelets
to cover the secrets I can't keep.
My eyes are green to blend with the crowd,
my hair is gold to show my worth.
My soul is painted with ivory white,
but the truth is that it's cursed.
I found you in innocent parks
next to a rotting corpse.
We passed each other in hallways
mirrors directing our course.
I pulled you out on a night of adventure
I vanished out of sight.
I loved you forever and always
I just wanted to watch the lights.
You searched my trail of fragmented clues
and saw the hearts of your friends.
You stayed in empty buildings just like I did
but I laid in towns that paper penned.
The hunt warped the world in glass,
gave you eyes to see truth
My strings broke,
you felt the grass,
and we saw each other in cracked submarines.
Because for all your hopes and wishes
only the finding found me.
Can anyone
hear me?
I feel like a
message
in a bottle,
adrift in a sea, alone
and completely devoid of hope.
I keep my feelings, my thoughts
to myself, afraid that the stormy,
rough waters will whisk them away.
And then I won't have anything left.
Nothing left of me but an empty bottle.
Please don't take that away from me.
And yet, my old, grimy glass wears thin.
If I can't find my way home, if no one
finds me, reads the message of my life,
really, actually knows who I am inside,
I will sink to the depths, disintegrating,
the ink I have so painstakingly placed
on each of the delicate pages of my life
dissolving into the ocean of millions.
A
See the colors
In the air and wind.
They speak to you like a second twin.
They are your emotions
Personified.
They are with you
Through magical binds.
They turn bright
When you're elated.
And sing for you
When you're creative.
They are warm
When you fall in love.
Then turn cold
When you break,
Like a fragile dove.
See the colors in the air and wind?
They protect you
Like a special friend.